Tuesday, April 29, 2008

if i ask
it is never because
i need the truth

1:36 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

HAPPY (BELATED) 20 YEARS
OF LIFE TO LEE NIAN YA!!!

HAHAHA MORE
UTC@SPOREFLYER
ripped off mandy's blog (:

FLY

FLYER

FLYEREST

10:51 PM

o shiz life is happy
@singapore flyer n goodFOOD

ok shuddup i look spastic

12:17 PM

this is it for
YEAR ONE OF UNIVERSITY!
we had fun days,
frIenDz_foRevA88 to new found
roses are red
violets are blue ntU_friEndZxz.

11:29 AM

so the carnage of the exams
has ended,
i finally had a life
to breathe the weekends!!

went back to nature
@bollywoodveggies//kranjikelongs
to get some sun
(so friends me can despise
me furthur for my black ugliness HAHA)
smell the earth, and enjoy
freshly photosynthesized oxygen.
THIS IS LIFE, DARN IT.

GREATDANE!!!

THOSE ARE SOME BANANAS!!

10:13 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

i am this good with words,
and stil, i don't know
what to say.

9:24 PM

Friday, April 25, 2008

i swear some unknown forces
are mocking me
from their somewhere faraway place.
that was bizarre x 290432984.
i cant believe my life sometimes.

7:38 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

there's one funny thing,
ive always wanted to be you.
the girl who sits alone
by the corner
and plugs into
her iPod to shut the world out,
who reads that really thick novel
and who exudes
that gentle air of quiet confidence.
you dont do much talking
but quite a conversationalist
once we kick off.
somehow you manage to
put words so nicely together,
your writing oozes with charisma and
you pull me
into your mental universe.
it never bothers you to fit into
the part of the world
that everyone else seems
to scramble to belong to,
because you are so carefree
where you are.
you are the free spirit
i want to be.
or are you?

2:51 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

i want to say something
corny like that
and i promizzz to mean it
like seriouslEE
but then
you will think that i am
not cOoLgerZ lorrrzzz

P/S: must be pre-stats paper
and post-econs-fiasco-cum-
dying-organs stress.

MAJOR :(

8:46 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

OH MY GOD MY FRIENDS ARE
GOING INTO THEIR SECOND DECADE
OF THEIR LIVES
CAN U BELIEVE IT WE ARE SOME OLD HAGS

HAPPY 21 APRIL 2008
MY AVRIL HOLE AND EERIE TOH

7:40 PM

YOU ARE SILLY AND UNCOOL
EVERYBODY LAUGHS AT YOU

2:07 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

WHERE TO GET BRANDI CARLILE'S ALBUM???

So taking you with me would be like
Taking all your money to the grave
It does no good to anyone especially
The one you're trying to save
But it's so hard not to save
When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end

HOW COME IT HAS
TO BE THIS SAME DAMN MESS
EVERY SINGLE DAY??????
can you bear the same futility?
you know well and good
how it is/will be.

6:10 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

WALLOW AND CRY!!!!

And whenever you go it's like holding my breath underwater
I have to admit that I kind of like it when I do
Oh but I've got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you

10:53 PM

there is the sick,
then there is the dead.
our life sucks in all
different permutations.
but you just need 1 awesome
to fix that 19328494 other gruesome.
do you have that one?

8:20 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

i think:
those days
we could believe that
it would be alright,
because then,
we weren't as close to
getting here.
and now,
suddenly
everything becomes so unbearably
certain, unbending,
final.
today
this is what it is.
if it's not, it's not,
and it has this terribly
good chance of
never really ever being.
we are here,
but the world has us believe
that it is no good
outwardly expressing too much
of the mess you are privately,
because they say,
only some of them are entitled.
for the rest of us,
i guess,
this is what it is.

5:55 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

CANT WAIT TO RECLAIM
(WHAT REMAINS OF) MY LIFE,
MOVE AWAY FROM THIS SHIZZ,
AND FINALLY BE OKAY
IN THE NEXT THREE MONTHS!!!!

9:16 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

if you keep killing me
like that,
im gonna have to die.

TIS THE SEASON TO BE
MUGGIN'!!!
school fees are just too $$$
to flop my education!!!
IM DEAD BEAT!!!!!
I NEED A MORE HUMANE LIFE!!!!

6:51 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

this world is just
the music and me.
go back,
we'll be okay without you.

1:13 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

true to workings of
destiny, or whatever equivalent,
and its inclination to
ruining my
already-less than perfect life:
the international film festival
decides to happen smack in the middle
of the shizzz of my examzzz.

argh read this synopsis
IN THE NAME OF GOD
and freakinnn WOULD LIKE TO WATCH IT.
is this sat at 2, LIDO if
you are don't have an examination
to take in a couple of days.

SO THE SYNOPSIS SAYS:
The film is about the difficult situation in which the Pakistanis in particular and the Muslims in general are caught up since 9/11. There is a war going on between the Fundamentalists and the Liberal Muslims. This situation is creating a drift not only between the Western world and the Muslims, but also within the Muslims. The educated and modern Muslims are in a difficult situation because of their approach towards life and their western attire. They are criticized and harassed by the fundamentalists and on the other hand the Western world
sees them as potential suspects of terrorism just because of their Muslim names.
This paradox is resulting in great suffering for a forward looking Muslim.

9:10 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

are you at least
half the righteousness
you claim to be?
or are you the same
selfloving monster who
makes excuses
just to avoid coming
to terms
with the fact that
you really are the "them"
in your story?
and
i think you have to go away
because i can't.

7:24 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i think i really need
to finally be
the sort who gets there.
yknow how all these halfways
like to interrupt my pursuit
of my own disillusionary happiness,
but happiness nonetheless.
well of course it is the calling
of every cynic to insist that
happiness be an imaginary condition,
but gay as it is,
happiness IS happy and dammit,
it does go well with my system
so what the heck.
and more so than ever
the heart is just expiring of arghness
(ok the heart is an organ ok WHATEVER)
sometimes i will have the nerve
to let some"thing" ambiguous like
"life" or "world" take the
brunt of the blame,
because it tends to be hard
to come to terms with the fact
that it is really me.
i know one day we will all grow up
but the problem is
i am still here today.

7:54 PM

WE ARE ALL FWEAKIN THE SAME
DONT BE SUICIDAL MY FRIENDS!!!!!

Well hang on
Don't let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries and
everybody hurts sometimes

8:02 AM

Friday, April 04, 2008

3:43 PM

would like to
write some emo nonsense
coz i am feeling some emo nonsense
but you probably dont need
to hear another emo nonsensical ranting
from yet another emo nonsensical girl-
life is just like that
it always happens in half
for me :[
NEED TO BLAST SOME CHEESY STUPID
CHINESE EMO SONG AND STUDY DAMN HARD

7:42 AM